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Alhamdulillah sedikit-sedikit bisa ngelupain dia. Memang sih susah banget..mau bilang apa.. gue harus tetap ngelupain dia.. sekarang cinta udah nga punya artinya sama sekali. Capek terus-terusan nungguin dia. Ya udah la.. nga perlu dipikir lagi. Yang ada cuman bisa sakit hati. Buat masa sekarang gue bakalan ngelupain dia… yaaa buat kebaikan gue dan dia juga sih..

Goodbye boy..hoping you achieve the success in this world and the day after. Always love you.. ♥♥♥

i dont greet him on his birthday?

hows that? i think its better to be this way…trying to forget him and get away as far as i can. its enough for me to be stay and waiting for him..no use mahn..he got girlfriend already. he lied to me he said he dont want in a relationship right now..but now he got girl..whats that? ok lah enough talking about him sakit saja hati.

college started?

ohhh yess i have started my college last monday at laksamana college….so far……i still blur about my course. im taking diplomas in marketing. paning….paning….

sick kamalia is sick.get well soon kam. :(

life is cruel?

no its not. actually only the people on this life is cruel. how they act and respond…same goes to us. sometime what people say about “what goes around comes around” is true. People say it karma..but i dont believe in karma.

Trying to get attention from people that we love is common..its not wrong.. everyone does this. People say it attention seeker. no its not because we are not trying to show it to everyone…we did those things just for him/her.

For me im not trying to get his attention. i just trying to show and prove to him that i love him this much. All i do now is not even work to get his attention back to me….buying all those things, texting him everyday and saying love to him its not even worth..because he dont even care and love me. All i know is i already tried and i know Allah will always besides me. Allah know the best…

Go for it, keep trying, tawakal and the most important is never forget to pray. :’))

im not in his life?

worst day ever if yknw someone you love not even care or think that you are not even in their lifes.

Ya Allah…. im the one who greet him first but he dont even count that and he just ignore it just like im not the one who greet him.

i dont knw what mistakes that i made until he dont even think i live in this world. Ya Allah…kuat kan aku dan berikan lah aku kesabaran….

:-(

Early in the morning<3

i prank him today!!!! lol happy to see him laugh. seriously. i texted him first with 2page message. with a very mad text saying i want to tell his mom about something. then he reply like 6page text. then i reply with 1page message then he reply with 8pages text. lol. funny him. i want to post his conversation with me but it just way to hard. im posting using phone now plus his texts is too long. when i told him i prank him..

“berakal huh? you run from problem. okay youre mature then, because you becoming 20! happy advance birthday!! ohh mahn~ you just got prank text from me.pemental kau anieh. lol.hahahahahahahahaha. nada jua ku kan malu kan kau infront of your family kali ah. sandi. habislaaa kana esen oleh ku lagi. hahahaha. okay sorry. lol. :P chill man. nada payah mental. :P okay. salaam. ;)”

this is his text when he knew he got prank..

“eish, aku kana prank??! Ya Allah anak ane, pikir ku kau masih macam dulu.. shit hahahahahahaha damn eh first time kana prank!” hahahahaha gottchaaaaa din!!! puas hati ku.lol.

Lova yaaa!! A’s<3

hes being rude with me, lately. :-(

11days left for his birthday :))

okayyy. im pretty excited for his coming birthday. ive been prepare his present since january. :D heh heh. i just love him so much. :3 i bought him keyboard piano, taekwondo uniform and taewondo gloves! hes the one who wish for that gifts for his birthday present.soo yeahhhh..everything for him will do.:) i know he dont love me..but i just cant stop loving him and all i do just to make him happy. its not wrong right? actually the taekwondo things is from me but i just said to him its from my mom. its my mom’s plan btw.. because i told her, that aizuddin’s wont accept if he know its from me. so yeah she asked me to use her name. hehehehe.love you mom!! :)

Happy Advance Birthday Boy!! lovesssss you aizuddin!! :DD XXOO <3333